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I received a letter from Incandesio and (as you know) she always includes comments from her blog. Let me thank you for all your love, and for always standing up for me when these haters decide to visit us.
This letter will focus on some of the twisted beliefs of two people that were on the blog. I’ve always told you that haters are important in this journey because they bring up points, and it gives me the chance to dismantle those points. Haters are gonna hate regardless, but everyone should see that their words carry no weight.
The two people I mentioned were an Anon, and a person named “Eric.” First of all, I don’t believe either one of them are who they say they are. If I’m wrong, I apologize, but I believe these are either members of Jane Doe’s family, someone close to the family, or someone involved in my case somehow, someway. I say that because, especially “Eric”, knew a lot of half-truths about my trial, but never mentioned being at the trial.
As far as Anon, I doubt she could be Jane Doe’s educated aunt because her grammar was borderline retarded. It could’ve been her [other] aunt.
“Eric” could be her educated aunt, but who knows? If they are someone in her family, they’re either afraid, or they’re victims of the lies in this case. The last thing these people want is for me to get a new trial.
It’s not like I’m gonna get out and hang you hoes by the tree in the front yard. I’m not worried about revenge. Prison saved my life and you’ll see how true that is when I can finish my book. As far as your attempts to make me look guilty, or discourage people from supporting me, all you can do is the opposite. Whether I’m free or in prison, I’ll continue to rise. God isn’t on the side of hateful bitches. You judge me and don’t know me, but God knows who I am.
Anon popped up right after a person ended his comment with this: “…Carlos Coy should be given a fair trial.”
Here’s what he/she said: “Fuck no keep that animal caged up he guity as fuck all pedophiles lie my sis was raped by a family member the matafucker denied it all threw the trails so who so i believe my sister or that sick piece of shit! That jerk child molesting prick is guilty and he has a past sleeping around with lil girls no shit he had dirt in his hands what the fuck is a jury going to think when he has had sex with a 13 yr old to me that piece of shit is guity believe it or not i know he is he's. Lying out his ass keep dedending a child molester sooner or later that sick basterd will let all you sorry no good music likers know the truth!”
It’s clear that Anon’s English teacher should be fired and then flogged in public. Here’s how Incandesio responded: “An innocent man and a lying pedophile will both say that same thing: ‘I didn’t do it.’ So how do you tell one from the other? *evidence* There was no hard evidence in SPM’s case. Also, I want to point out that as far as I know, Coy has never tried to hide his child with Jill Odom. He’s always been up front that he made a mistake, and said that although he was lied to, he takes responsibility for it. So how does that mesh with your image of a perpetually lying pedophile?”
Anon responded: “Why didn't she said or anybody came up in court saying she was a stripper come on he knew she was 13 yeara old so please stop this none sense tgey will not release that pedophile let him go and let every single other pedophile Go what makes him so special just because he makes sucky music don't. Meet shit he is a convicted child molester!
Ms. Anon, when you first popped up, you immediately mentioned a “sis” who was raped by a family member. This is another reason I believe you’re connected to Jane Doe’s family. In my opinion, you shared that too fast, as if you were trying to throw off the reader by acting like the sibling of another victim.
If I promise not to send someone to cut off your fingers, would you let Incandesio know who you are, with legitimate ID, and give her the case number to your sister’s trial? She can find out if you are who you say you are. If so, I’m sorry about what happened to your sister.
As far as my son with Jill Odom, he’s a gift from heaven, no matter how you look at it. He’s something I’ll never regret. Still, the fact remains that Jill lied about her age and God knows that’s the truth. I was a twenty-two-year-old zombie who lived in a haze of fry smoke and alcohol, but I’m not making any excuses for myself. When the DA offered five years for both Jane Doe’s and Jill Odom’s case, I told my lawyer, “I’ll take ten years for my son, but I won’t say I did something that I didn’t do.” There was no doubt in my mind that I would win in court if that’s what they wanted to do. Now, that five years doesn’t sound so bad. I would’ve done 2 ½ and been home by 2004.
I keep hearing this thing about Jill being a stripper when I met her, but I’ve never said that and I doubt it’s true. She became a stripper later in life, and maybe that’s where the confusion came about. I met her through a friend named MC Free. He and I were in a rap group back in ’93, ’94. I would go to his house in Denver Harbor (a neighborhood in Houston) and we would work on songs. One night some chicks called his house and wanted to chill. It was Jill, her sister and some other chick.
To me, Jill was just a girl from Pasadena who would spend the night every now and then. She knew I had a girlfriend, and she told me about a boyfriend she had in the Army. She had a picture of him, some Black dude in a military uniform.
Jill lived with her parents but she came and went as she pleased so, of course, I thought she was of age. I was having sex with her, not giving a damn if she got pregnant. I might’ve been smoking fry back then, but you’d have to be fucking insane to not care about going to prison for impregnating an underaged girl. I later found out that she was one of those females infatuated with having a baby, and she found the perfect dumbass to help her out.
This Anon character called me a pedophile (among other things) and what’s crazy is I never knew, exactly, what that meant. I looked it up in my dictionary and it means a person who is sexually attracted to children.
Ms. Anon, you’re believing a lie. I don’t know how else to say it. I fucked up in the situation with Jill, but this was a full-figured girl. Who the fuck would be attracted to a kid? There’s no body, no tits, no ass. I’m sorry to be blunt, but come on dumb bitch. Ask people who know me, I fucked with nothing but thick stallion hoes. You got Russel the Hit Muscle all fucked up. I think you should personally apologize to him. Since I’m pretty sure you’re a woman, it’s only right that you give him a little kiss on the forehead. I’m sure he’ll feel better after that.
Incandesio was on her way out and didn’t have a lot of time to spend with Anon, but here’s something she wrote: “You should never just roll over and allow the government to ignore your rights, whether it’s your right to a fair trial, or your right to privacy, or security in your property.”
That’s when “Eric” first popped in. She was more educated than Anon, you could tell by her writing. Here’s what she said: “Incandesio, what about his trial was unfair? A lack of physical evidence doesn't mean his trial was unfair. They had credible testimony from a credible victim. She described the assault in graphic detail, and her story logically made sense. Her story was backed up by other people too, like when Carlos told her he was going to make her a star with his new dance studio if she kept quiet, and then he told her family the same story. Can you ask Carlos why he offered her that? Can you also ask him why he wanted to make a dance studio for little girls in the first place?”
“Eric” was civil with her questions and comments, and I’ll try to return the sentiment. But can I please cuss just one time? I’ve never told anyone I was opening a fucking dance studio for little girls. Do you realize how stupid that sounds? What could I do with a bunch if dancing little girls? I don’t have the transcripts to that specific testimony, but I’m pretty sure Eric is right about Jane Doe and her family saying that.
What I was gonna do was open a talent program for young people interested in the arts, especially acting. I was sick of going to the movies, with twenty different films showing, and not one of them portraying a Mexican-American. I knew there was talent out there, but nobody was doing anything to find and develop it. But it’s the perfect example of how these DA’s worked with this family to think of every way they could to make me look like a child molester. Obviously it worked, and that’s probably because I didn’t get on the stand and defend myself. My lawyers told me that it was best not to testify because the DA’s would bring up the baby I had with Jill, and that would make me look like shit. But I told my lawyers, “That was nine years ago. I can explain my side of the story. But if I don’t testify in this Jane Doe trial, I’ll look guilty.”
But they assured me they knew what they were doing, and I’m sure they did. They just didn’t realize how much crooked shit these DA’s would do to win the trial. And the judge made it more than obvious that he was on the DA’s side. That type of shit speaks loudly to a jury because they automatically think the judge knows more about the case than they do. They didn’t know he was a racist bitch, pissing in his pants at the thought of me going to prison. It was public knowledge that I was waging a war on cops, that I was gaining power at a rapid pace, that I was this gangster running a company called Dope House Records. I blew up in Houston like an atomic bomb. I was the system’s worst nightmare, but I’ll talk about my problems with them later. (For the record, I respect and highly appreciate police officers. You can’t put a price on men and women who risk their lives to protect others. My problem was with all the pieces of shit who abuse the badge on their shirt.)
As far as this dance studio for little girls, that’s ridiculous bullshit. It was just one of their many twists on the truth that all together costed me my freedom.
Let me go to where Eric said this: “They had credible testimony from a credible victim. She described the assault in graphic detail, and her story logically made sense.”
This is why I love you haters, even you civil ones. Your comment, Ms. Eric, gives me the chance to reveal one of the most eye opening parts of testimony in my trial. Jane Doe’s story did not make logical sense. In fact, it was impossible to be true. In part 2 of this letter, I’ll show you exactly what she said about this assault, using the official court transcripts. If we would have caught this impossibility, I wouldn’t be here today.
Eric also said they had “credible testimony from a credible victim.” First of all, I already showed you (in a previous letter) how she was trying to tell anyone who would listen that she wasn’t even sure an assault took place, that it could’ve been a dream. That should’ve raised all kinds of questions, but nobody wanted to hear that. Once the system knew this accusation involved SPM, they more than wanted to believe it was true. I know that sounds like some paranoid conspiracy shit, but their actions prove it.
Jane Doe admitted to my criminal lawyer, on the stand, that she wasn’t sure what happened that night. The DA’s had to use their “professionals” to clean up that testimony. Do you call that credible? I’m sorry, but if somebody sexually assaults you, you’re going to know it.
As far as this “dream” testimony, I believe it was birthed by her own guilty conscience. She couldn’t flat out say she knew I did this, because she knew I didn’t. I think more of that guilty conscience showed up during the civil process, which is when her story changed.
I already wrote you, in a previous letter, how in criminal trial Jane Doe said this assault took place for “about a minute.” After I lost in criminal court, these people took me to civil trial to sue me for money. During Jane Doe’s deposition for the civil trial, under sworn oath, she told my civil lawyer that the assault only occurred for one second. Just to make sure he heard her right, he asked her again, and again she said “one second.” Till this day, that’s the story she’s sticking to. Perhaps she believes (by saying it was only a second) it somehow makes it less of a lie, thus helping her sleep better. Either way, the change destroys the testimony she gave in criminal court.
Eric said, “She described the assault in graphic detail,” and the most graphic detail came when the DA asked her what she felt on her sexual organ. She answered, “slobber.”
After that answer, the jury looked like they wanted my head on a platter. But don’t forget this was a rehearsed story, and Jane Doe knew exactly what to say when the question was asked. They practiced for seven months and I’ll show you that fact, using the court transcripts.
If there really was an assault, and there was all this slobber, then why didn’t they even try to collect any evidence? That would have been the first thing they did if this graphic detail came from the truth. Saliva is full of DNA and it would have been on her, her panties, the bedsheets.
Of course, they said she took a bath before seeing the doctor, and that all her clothes had been washed before any evidence could be collected, but DNA can still be found after clothes have been washed. And what about the bed sheets? They made no effort to collect anything, because they knew there was nothing to collect. The “slobber” testimony was just to appall the jury and it worked. But now she’s saying this assault happened for one second, so it makes no sense. What did I do, spit on her real quick then walk out the room? The jury was duped but how could they have known that her story would change?
For the record, I didn’t do this for one second, or one milli-second. A person doesn’t just throw their life away to do some disgusting shit for one second. You have to use your common sense.
The reason I even began this process of showing you the facts, was because I’m tired of these hoe-ass haters acting like they know what they’re saying. What hurts the most is my people don’t know how to respond. If it were up to me, I wouldn’t give a fuck what anybody thought, I’d just let my lawyers keep working on getting me out of here. But I can’t sit around and let you get beat and battered by these bitches who have no idea what they’re talking about.
Everything I’ve said on this letter, I’ll prove using the official court transcripts. Next week I’ll start on part 2 of this letter, and that’s when I’ll take you to that crooked-ass courtroom. It’s not common that a man comes to prison for a crime he didn’t commit. A lot has to go wrong, and a lot of wrong has to go on, and that’s why it’ll take a few letters to show you what happened. Just remember that when I show you court transcripts, I’m showing you exactly what was said and done in my trial. Not one word has been twisted or tweaked in any way.
“Eric” had a lot more to say and I’ll cover every point she made, too. Now that I’m finished with part 1 of this letter, I’m going to write you a “Quick Update” on The Son. Incandesio will probably post it a day or two after she posts this.
Con Mucho Amor,