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Wednesday, December 19, 2012

SPM Responds (Part 11)


11/8/12

Fam,


            I received a letter from Incandesio, and it had the two winning questions of the month, her “Letter to Lykos 29”, lots of questions from you guys and the transcribed “Quick Update” called “Our Cancer, Our Cure,” among other things. It was a great read.


            Before I get to the two most voted on questions, let me speak on something I read at the end of this letter. There was a chick named RockyD who insulted Incandesio for having a blog about my case. RockyD’s bible was the Houston Press article, and her main argument was that I knew how old Jill Odom was because I was picking her up from school. May I rot in hell if I ever picked Jill up from some Middle School. And I never said I did. On one occasion I dropped Jill off in the morning, at the back of the school, where there was a football field. She didn’t want me to drop her off at the building, and I just figured she had some dude she was messing with and didn’t want him to see her getting out of my car. The school was in Pasadena Texas, right outside of Houston, but I wasn’t familiar with that area back then. School had already started, and there was nobody outside. That was the first and last time I ever dropped her off at a school, and I’m not even sure how she woke me up that morning.


            RockyD is getting her info from an article that’s full of inaccurate info, and accepting it as the almighty truth. She said that Incandesio was making herself look like a dumbass, yet those words only apply to the one who wrote them.


            The two winning questions were:

1.)    Has there been any progress towards a new trial?

2.)    If you had a second chance at life, what would you do differently?


1.)    Answer: Yes, everyday there’s progress because everyday we continue to dig. We just hired an investigator who came highly recommended. We’re having a meeting this month, and I’ll let you know how that goes.

What’s important is that we progress in every way. Yesterday, one of my homies, Abel, said, “Los, I like how you stay positive, but you can’t deny the fact that you’ve already lost ten years of your life.”


            I said, “All I’ve done is gain ten years, brother. In the world is where I was losing years, and it would have ended years ago. But even if I was doing good out there, none of my life has been wasted. Time wasted only happens when you waste time.

            “Today, I read eighty pages of the western book Gravy let me borrow, and I got some cool ideas on how to write my own fiction. I also learned the meaning of six words, because I read books with my dictionary next to me. This morning I studied my Grammar and Style workbook, and learned some punctuation rules. After I spoke to you yesterday, I jotted down some notes on the story you told me; the one of how that ruca did you wrong. I could use parts of that material for a scene in a movie, or a book, or a song. Ya see, bro, I don’t waste time.”


            Abel was, like, “You better pay me if you use my story for something.”


2.)    Answer: I would definitely do things differently, and that’s because I’ve learned so much from being in prison. I’m a student of life, but I’m also the class clown. Thankfully, my Teacher in heaven has much patience.


In the world my number one problem was always being under the influence, whether it was syrup, trees, alcohol or a blue and yellow purple pill.


            When you’re on drugs, you’re not the person who you really are. You’re only who you are when you’re drug and alcohol free.


            Imagine being in a house, and you want to build it stronger and more beautiful. But when the house smokes weed, it becomes a different house. It’s impossible to work on the real house, if you’re at a different house. When you’re under the influence of something, you might feel like it’s still you, but it’s not. You’re in La La Land, and all it does is weaken the real house, which is your life.


            So, that’s rule number one for me. Fuck living with red eyes, leaned out, half out of my mind. I wanna stay just like I am today. I divorced Mary Jane (MJ) back in 2010, and the bitch is still trying to get back with me. Just last week I had to tell her to fuck off. I could get blowed on the daily, but I don’t wanna waste my life.


            What’s ironic is The S.O.N. has a song called “Don’t Go Away”, about me hoping that MJ never leaves me. Of course, the Dukes of Hazzard used to jump over lakes in their car. If you think entertainment is a great way to live, jump in your Honda and give that a try.



Con Mucho Amor,

Los

48 comments:

Anonymous said...

On my bumper sticker it says "Weed is not drug." SPM,

herb is healing of the nations.

Jacquez said...

Mayne carlos! U fuckin wit MJ is da shit homie.I guess u tryin to do better...but that makes it seem like future Mj hits r just.."songs"..oh well, only god knows!.free spm

Junbug Morales said...

I dont smoke so itz alwayz juz been muzic 4 me but itz sum bad azz muzic tho....lncandesio i respect n luv wut u do keepin uz true fanz updated...fuc tha dumdazz haterz...free spm!!!

Anonymous said...

Keep up the good job incandesio ...if it means anything I don't think what your doing is pointless...and Ur kinda hott ha ha ..free spm till the end

Anonymous said...

I agree with everything SP has said on this letter except for one thing. Its good that he stays sober now so he can be more focused on music. I just dont think saying "I could get blowed on the daily, but I don’t wanna waste my life." Is the correct way of saying it especially when the majority of his fans smoke. Keep In mind he was given a second chance. A man would change many things If he was given another chance. Most people don't so enjoy youre life If you smoke keep focused on youre goals and "stay on youre grind."

Anonymous said...

P.S. some states have legalized it like the late great peter tosh would of wanted it haha.

Anonymous said...

He should simply say he doesnt smoke anymore like these young new artists like Kendrick Lamar or J.cole have said. Probably because ma boy SPM would smoke till his lungs collapse everyday haha

Ramon Rincon said...

aleay's been been on top and alway's will free that nigga los

Anonymous said...

I dont know spm not blowing dro anymore be like if Cypress Hill quit smoking herb whats the point the songs wouldent be the same some sober guy rapping about weed no thanks. I remeber wen I was sober I would hate on herb 2 make it eazyer for me to quit. I had a boss his wife wood make him quit he wood hate on every1 for it but wen he wood start back up he was all about it wanting 2 blaze wid every1. I live like a king wid pounds 2 blow of the best dro. I bet its so hard 2 get good herb in there sp just quit wats the point tiny sacks of shity taxas mex weed chancing going to the hole so he makes exuses up why he dont like herb anymore.

Anonymous said...

What did Sambo on youtube mean when he said SPM Embraced TS (Texas Synacate) ? & I seen lil villan dis Lucky & Low G ? Lil villan is down wit tango blast I think, & all those guys from tango blast never say freespm only lil bling & others ?

Anonymous said...

^ SP wrote a bit about it n two of his previous letters. But ive listened to a bunch of underground tracks in where rappers that are affiliated with TB give shoutouts to SPM. Villain di did say something like im not hating free SPM,on an outro of a mixtape. Villain gives the reason on why he dissed luck and low g, cuz they wouldn't work with him. If you listen to his old stuff villain was fucking talented but in my opinion he fell off. If he gets his shit together he can flow with the best.

Anonymous said...

F*&k dis shizit just free spm n let him hit the beats n bring himself up they way he wanna n let yall quit hatin on da man... I aint no chiefer but mj is sum good shit as long as yo mind on yo money n yo money in da bank takin care of dem babies n bills...

Anonymous said...

SPM is on another level. Good to know that he's doing well.

Now days these kids smoke because they think its the cool thing to do. Back in the day i used to spark it up but i always kept it to myself it was just a way to help me deal with all the stress and bull shit. i must say weed is not as bad as other drugs but like SPM said, After 17 billion brain cells gone, you just cant be the same nigga you were when u was young

Anonymous said...

some guy named Walton Goggins said he listened to SPM in this article

http://www.spin.com/articles/walton-goggins-justified-django-unchained-favorite-music

Anonymous said...

Walton Goggins is an actor. That's pretty cool he jams out to SPM

Anonymous said...

I feel like ive grown with SPM. When i listened to his old songs i used to be a "rebel" and wanna be thug. And as his music and letters got more wise i learned from it and i can see the bigger picture now. The greatest weapon we can have is knowledge. It makes me sad when i read comments with awful grammar. Just because we're from the hood doesn't mean we have to type like retards.

Anonymous said...

^okay,professor.

Anonymous said...

Sambo beleves that spm is in texas synacate hes in prison wid him he wood know alot more then us. Spm said a lil but never said why some1 wood think hes in TS. TS is a respected prison gang y is everbody mad that hes in TS & not TB. Dose spm have any friends that is in TS surly they all cant be bad people? Thats old stuff nobody from TB says free spm since sambo youtube video everbody says hes TS Now he just dostet want to lose another good bloger incandesio. After all who would want to work for a pot smokeing gang member lol

beanieman said...

Los should realize it was the lean, the alcohol and especially the pills that were ruining his life not weed. Those drugs are all problems in society. Many intelligent and good people smoke grass. Money is evil and can change people, but does that mean we should all stop working and making money? No. If someone smokes and acts a fool, then most likely he was a fool before he smoked. It's not Mary's fault. I've smoked since i was 13 and i'm 31 now. I love my family and they love me. I hold down a great job where i use some college math and i've never been to college. I'm unselfish and have love and respect for anyone i meet...until they disrespect me of course. I love and respect SPM for making those changes in life and that is great that he quit everything but talking about Mary Jane like she's crack or heroin isn't cool cuz she's not. Just had to put my piece out there. Still got the same love for you Los!!! FREE SPM!!!

Incandesio said...

I can see that this is kind of a contentious issue, and maybe I have no business comenting on it because I've barely even seen weed, but no idol is ever conducive to a healthy and happy life.

Whether it's weed, or alcohol, or money, or clothes, even things we think of as 'positives' like education, religion, a lover, or success...if that obsession consumes your life and impairs your relationship with your family and with God, then it's unhealthy and needs to be dealt with.

'Nothing is forbidden, but not everything is beneficial.'

Anonymous said...

JUST TO LET YOU KNOW LOS, I BUMPED INTO Bushwick Bill OF THE GHETTO BOYS IN SAN ANTONIO AND HE WAS SHOWING YOU MUCH LOVE! I HEARD FREE SPM COME OUT OF HIS MOUTH AT LEAST 5 TIMES!

Anonymous said...

i cant speak for all of them but i know for a fact that members in TB still jam out to SP and still hold it down for him. they still respect his hustle and thats real. to be frank with you Sambo might be very respected but he doesn't speak for all of them,they have a mind of their own. you have to remember TB goes beyond the H.

To be honest, weed is bad for you, it is addictive. For the ones that say it's not, brah, you're just in denial. but fuck it life is to cold so spark it up! i Remember SP writing something in which he basically said, people say that they can quit smoking weed whenever they choose but they don't because they don't want to... well, that means that you're addicted.

Anonymous said...

oh and FREE THE MEXICAN!!!

Anonymous said...

any update on the S.O.N snippet?

I could give a fuck if Sp was from TB,TS, or The Black Guerilla Family as long as he's making jams its all good

Anonymous said...

plus, SPM made it clear that he would never eeeever join any type of gang so fuck all the rumors.

Anonymous said...

If spm is not a thug or in a gang & does not twist weed up anymore why dose he still do GANGster rap? After all thats the reason he quit Christain rap kuz he felt he couldent write Godly stuff & smokeing weed & drinking a 40oz of beer at the same time. I have a theory , I think the main reason his raps stay the same kuz wen he recorded at harris county wid his lawer that was almost 11 years ago on a little recorder,his brother said theres anuff songs to do 10 more albums but its all 10years old & out dated topics,in saying that im a huge spm fan & like all his work new or old. I like rappers being real & raping about there lifes if there Christain or gangser rap be real.its intertanement to a degree I know but dont be a studio gangsta eather theres a fine line I think. #FREESPM

Anonymous said...

Youtube "Should grandma smoke pot"

Anonymous said...

If you like true data youtube "SHOULD GRANDMA SMOKE WEED" real facts get the truth on herb #harmless #lessaddictivethenchocolat

Anonymous said...

SHOULD GRANDMA SMOKE POT a lot of new reseach has been done, actully pot helps produce new brain cells dose not kill them ! & theres cancer fighting agents in pot also. In the Bible they call it healing of the nations.

beanieman said...

You're totally right. Too much of anything is bad. Hell if you drink too much water at once, you could die. All i'm saying is that marijuana is not harmful unless it's been laced or tampered with in some way. I've been with her for 18 years and from what i see, people who blaze still act like the same person they are when sober, just more relaxed and down to earth. Like i said above, a fool that smokes weed is still gonna act like a fool. Studies have proven how non-harmful weed is, and have disproven the propaganda. For example, when they tested weed on monkeys, it was the 1950s i think, they say the monkeys overdosed on weed. In reality, they suffocated because of lack of oxygen. They strapped gas mask on and pumped straight marijuana smoke, with no oxygen, into their lungs for hours. Everyone knows when you smoke, you don't completely deprive yourself of oxygen. Everyone should check out the documentary called "The Union". It's a good one on the truths of marijuana. Not trying to get people to smoke, it's an individual choice. People should be educated what's real though. FREE SPM!!!

beanieman said...

Hell yeah. And i'll take his word on that before anyone elses. Fuck the he-say she-say bullshit! That's for gossiping school girls so for all you who contribute to the hearsay, stop being lil bitches! FREE SPM!!!

Anonymous said...

He has to say that hes not in a gang because they well put him in seg tell he turns on the gang then the gang well kill him for droping out. So hes being smart.FREESPM

Anonymous said...

^ so you know for a fact that he's in a gang or are u just assuming? just show some respect and take his word for it. he said no,so thats that.

two margarita machines said...

Dope sells itself

Anonymous said...

"weed is bad for you. My uncle broke his leg when he was high"- someone from YouTube. That's some of the realist shit ive ever heard.lol

Anonymous said...

I mean read...:)

Anonymous said...

If he was TS he would not tell us cause they put all members of ts,mm,&abt,in seg if they prov it, him saying on here would be prood of couse hes going to denie it tell hes blue in the face 23 hour lock down for the next 35years he dont want.texas dose not have a houseing unit for TB yet cause there new & so bog so quick. its called Prison politics ! Some of u guys need to do your reseach so nieeva its funny

Anonymous said...

Plus gang members in prison do not tell anyone thats not in a gang( co's ,you on here ) that they are. Its more of a secret thing now to keep numbers up now that they profile & punish them. If you dont know gangs run the prison homie.

Anonymous said...

Yeah so my uncle broke his arm when he was sober.

Anonymous said...

But he did say he clams Christian & thats cool & other gangs respect that as long as he plays by the rules like no snitching. So I do beleve that but sambo said that too plus he said on youtube that spm embraced TS so who knows. SPM is a G he doin moves to run that shit he well be top dog in there runin all the gangs! SPM DA DON of prison. He balled in the free hes going to ball in da cage bitch #FREESPM

Anonymous said...

easy big fella it was a joke (the youtube comment). shit isnt that serious!

People are going to believe what they want to believe. If he did or did not join a gang fuck it, it's his business. Lets leave that topic alone. But i think we can all agree that SP is the realist on the mic and they need to FREE THE MEXICAN!

Anonymous said...

its not that we are naive, i could just flip the script and say that you are the naive person. some of us just don't like to assume things. if you do not have concrete evidence then you are just assuming (speaking in general). Think about it. im not saying you are wrong,shit u might be right. but we don't know that for a fact. no need to fight over this. FREE SPM!!

Anonymous said...

Lol true that SPM is still a don & always well be #FREESPM

Anonymous said...

Word, I still think your a lil more naive then me lol

Anonymous said...

Lol.brah, I've watched enough episodes of Gang Land to know what's up? Oh and i do live in the hood. Hahaha. I just hate to make assumptions based on past experiences. its all good,man. But damn, they need to FREE THe MEXICAN!!!!

Anonymous said...

at the top it says 11/8/13 we on 6/21/13 this shit from the future or im high as fuck or insecsto was high as fuck when she type that shit hahahahahah

Incandesio said...

Anon 11:54:

Thanks for letting me know!

Laura Ramos said...

Hey SPM,
How is everything on your end?. Hope all is well.....I have been reading everything about your case on this blog. And I've been stuck on it for two days....I've have been a fan since day 1 that I heard your music. The bs 45 years they gave you also too. I've seen the videos on YouTube and by reading your letters here I'm starstruck. Like really all the bs the other family was saying was crazy. Any ways this comment isn't to bring up old hatred thoughts or anything I'm just so enthused. Lol. I've always believed there is a secret society and you weren't or aren't a part of it that's why they locked you up and threw away the key! It's all gravy God is in control you have maintained being incarcerated. I slate you for never losing faith and still can sit back and smile without a doubt that God had a plan for you. Well lemme wrap this up, hope you get to see this comment soon!! God bless