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Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Dear Family 13


This is a letter written back in July; it got lost, which is why I'm only posting it now.


Family Letter: “For You, Me and Mrs. BYG”                                     7/17/2013

Family,
                I’ve been getting mail from a beautiful young girl who is going through a lot of pain. She tells me these bone-chilling stories, and it bothers me that I never have time to answer her. Her main inquiry is if she should leave her boyfriend. If she even has to ask that, it shows how deep her problem is. Today, I’m going to take some time to share a few things with her. It’s going to cost me my shower time, but she’s worth it. In fact, I’m going to write thirty fans and not shower for a month! No, but I will show you my letter in hopes that it could help someone else. Here’s my meager attempt, realizing that one letter probably won’t change much.

I Love You,
Los
Ms. Beautiful young girl,
                I’m not sure what happened to you growing up, but it’s clear that you went through a lot of pain. If there really is a guy who is treating you this horrifically, then let me explain some things to you.
                People who were hurt over and over, especially during childhood, will grow up and create a world that will give them a similar degree of that hurt. Why? Because just like crack is addictive, so is pain. And, as odd as it sounds, some people are content with living in storms. Deep inside, that’s what they’re addicted to. They may believe that they want happiness, and peace, and everything nice and sweet, but really they’d be bored to death with that. They were raised in so much drama, that as they grow up, they need that drama just to feel fulfilled. The reason you ended up falling in love with an abuser is because he gives you a similar degree of the pain you grew up in. That’s what happens to children who experience painful upbringings, they become addicted to whatever degree of pain they experienced. This is why you accept living in this horror movie that you’re in. Of course, your man is wrong for treating you that way, but what I’m talking about is the reasons you chose such a man, the reasons you found him attractive.
                I hope you can break your addiction to pain, and learn to love things that you’ve probably never known, things like peace and happiness. It’ll be boring at first, but soon enough you’ll begin to see the beauty in boring. Beautiful things come from a life of peace. Or, you can keep loving monsters, keep letting yourself get stepped on, and live a fucked up life. There’s lots of women/people who live that way.
                You know, Ms. BYG, I was reading a book about how to write books, and the author said, “One of the best things a writer can have is a screwed up childhood.” I agree, because we have so much pain in us that needs to come out. If not, it will eat us alive. I write songs because I have to, because it helps with my pain.
                Maybe you can make it to college—you’re still very young—and take some writing classes. Whether you work sells a million copies, or none at all, at least it’ll help you detoxify your spirit. Plus, education makes you much more powerful, and makes life much more colorful. School will save you, concentrate on it, and work hard.
                I’ll end this by reminding you that you deserve the best, and that’s a fact straight from God. The thing about it, though, is that only you can give yourself the best. Only you can make those everyday decisions that will bring you a good life. Nobody else can make them for you.

Con Amor,

Carlos

16 comments:

Anonymous said...

From personal experience, education is the key foundation to a much stable future. You have given your fans valuable advice. Simply beautiful.

Anonymous said...

Where tha all the spm recent letters did he give up hope alreadi. He forgot about this page or sumthin? Dnt feel ass raped im just askin

Anonymous said...

thats it????? i ben waiting 2 months or 3 for a letter from this nigga and this is it fuck this quit stalling us on the Son of norma album

Anonymous said...

its too bad his fans are full off douche bags who don't deserve such advice... explains why nobody ever took SPM fans serious when they shouted "FREE SPM" then bitch about him later... smh this is your fan base los filled with immature little brats..

Anonymous said...

SPM I LOVE YOU!

ivan said...

^ That only applies to some not all. Im riding with the Mex till the end. He doesn't owe us shit, not a single letter.The ones bitching are probably young immature middle school or high school students. Spm actually cares, that was some good advice. Free the Mexican!!

Anonymous said...

True that

Anonymous said...

Yall quit fucking bitching about the SON or Letter from spm he is locked up, its way hardee to record a song while on lock, the ones bitching probably are the ones that haven't been to jail or work at a jail, I work at a jail and I know how life is there, so quit fucking bitching! FREE THE WET BACK!

Anonymous said...

where can i go to download music vebsi got deleted or sumthng help me out please an dquit bitching bout SPM fuckers

Anonymous said...

Seriously people quit bitching and saying same shit over and over about the album Son of Norma once its done its done and out to be sold shit its prob hard to do anything while being locked so shut the fuck up already . Free spm (:

Anonymous said...

I wish I can teleport inside spm cell and have a chat with him, pause... n teleport him outside every night so he can get music done and see his family then teleport him back... random 4 am thoughts lmao

Anonymous said...

All these immature people on here hating! SPM actually cares about us! I have a fucked up life and he's the one who helped me through it! His music, his advice, everything he does speaks too me and makes me do better! So whoever is going too talk shit, keep it too yourself!

Jessica Ruiz
A TRUE SPM FAN

Juan Gonzalez said...

Spm has other stuff to worry about than fans, just like he had to survive in the streets he needs to survive in prison. Look he still replies to his fans can't you see the dedication he has towards us? i can't talk for him, but i believe he writes this letters not just as a reply to that one person but to all of us in general. It's like he said we love pain and that applies to me... slowly i'm healing and knowing there's an artist out there that instead of pushing us towards drugs and violence even more to satisfies that feeling tries to help his followers just really helps, I'm 19 now started listening to him when i was 12 and don't plan to dessert him. only god can judge me i am no god he shows true love to us

Anonymous said...

his music and advice talks if u listen or if u lived tha life u fill and relate to his storys cuz thats what they are they are his story its not rap its not music its the life we live the pain we fill the truth in the street lights the ghetto life young kids forced to grow up learning from what we seen around us its the strugle that makes him makes us and all u kisds bitchen and talken out ur ass havnt felt it they prolly havnt seen the struggle or felt the pain just tryin to act


los i fill ur pain my homie every thing u say like a chapter of my life do u remember whn u said y u sleep on a cold lether couch instead of in a warm bed with a beutiful wife how u get over fill like dat.?

Joshua Mcdonald said...

Wow.. that faggot is in jail for these fuck up crime and he has a enough he still preying on "byg" (beautiful young girl) smh... he should be focusimg on him and his freedom... but truth is he has millions of fans and he still decides to focus on these young girls... the judge who sentence him said it best.. people like him keep lying and re offending.. so all u little faggot who wanns hate been to the pen 4 times and that faggot is probably pc up.. the home boys anent letting that rapo ride in no ones car. Just facts.

Incandesio said...

Joshua...
Just what facts, exactly? Statistically sex offenders have the lowest recidivism rates of any crime except murder; multiple studies have born this out. So even if you believe he's guilty he'd be extremely unlikely to re-offend. The judge was grandstanding and should have known better.

That's the only fact I could pick out of that mess...What were your other 'facts'?